### 19/03/26 I feel like Pewdiepie will become Luke Smith in the next few years if he keeps up the pace. It would be funny to see him rambling about free software and society in the japanese countryside. Unlike Luke, he has a wife and a child which probably keeps his sanity in check. But you never know! ### 15/03/26 New jernal update. I've been making a markdown to html parser in C. Made the heading and list part so far and sadly I lost most motivation for it. cmark exists after all :D Also made a big tech dependency test because someone made one a few months ago and it sucks IMO. You can try it [here](bigtechtest.html). My result is around 25%. I should write more "blogs". Nothing interesting to say though. ### 09/03/26 I'm being FORCED to write a new journal entry. Here is everything that I've come up to write: The trackpad for my thinkpad is annoying. It still gets fucked sometimes and the shit I did in the 19th of december last year was pointless. I could replace it or just get used to trackpoint.Trackpad still works good enough anyways. I went to London the other day. Theres literally nothing to do for a lonely person like me. I feel like im being watched there. There's this Tyler Oliveira guy who got banned off patreon for something to do with welfare-leeching (based) jews. He made his own site, its all JOOSJOOSJOOS and everything is behind a paywall. Ironic! ### 02/03/26 Happy march... I keep lying on my back in bed which isn't moe. I need to do the moe way and lie on my stomach with my feet kicking about. The position is uncomfortable though but I need to get used to it. Last week literally nothing happened for me. Only global events that don't affect me individually happened. I should stop reading The News, all politically correct libtard or retarded conservative shit anyways, nothing outside or inbetween. ### 26/02/26 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HATE HOW IT LOOKS. :) im too paranoid adding stuff onto this. whats the point of having an Internet journal when I don't add jackshit? Apparently some shops in the UK are now locking up chocolate in secure plastic boxes and other things (haven't seen it yet tho). Trying to get something from the shops in peace is impossible. You get your face scanned with AI, theres cameras covering every nanometer of the building. During self-checkout you have a camera pointing directly at you and screen showing what the camera is seeing for "safety reasons". Why? I looked up and theres was literally a million cameras on the ceiling LMAO. This a fucking supermarket, not an airport. Also shoplifting is based. ### 18/02/26 You can now see the source of my site [here.](https://git.neetlo.li/website) Thanks to my friend that bothered to fix it for me, he also told me about some stuff about gitolite. <3 ### 16/02/26 I don't know why but I hate how my site looks. (And no its not because I set background to #111111.) There's something off about it and I have no clue how to fix it. I HATE IT!!!! i should just switch to plain html but its BOOOORING. I tried to make my own git repo so I can host the source for the site. Sadly cgit and gitolite doesn't want to work together, the permissions dont want to permit. Maybe I should have used normal git but I can't be bothered now. too lazy. Need to watch School Days. ### 13/02/26 Nothing to journal about. I've been neglecting the site. :( ### 01/02/26 I've added a style selector onto the site if you have JS on. Only a few styles at the moment but I'll make more fun styles soon. moe.css isnt moe enough... Anyways nothing is going on. Happy February! ### 22/01/26 New journal update. Been playing a bit of Minecraft with friends in the past few days, its fun but man new Minecraft sucks. It's so soulless compared to the 2010's. :( ### 13/01/26 Watched Haibane Renmei. It was pretty good. Funnily enough I've had Haibane Renmei artwork for my computer wallpapers when I haven't even watched it lol. To be fair though, Abe Yoshitoshi's art style is quite stunning and beautiful to look at. One day I would like to create art with a similar style as him, though I'm not an art guy sadly. Anyways, I have added an email you can contact me with on the home page. Am I going to periodically check it? *Maybe,* if there will be a flow of emails that I'm obligated to look at. Email for me is just a place to get verification codes. It's such a shame to see the state of email, It's too centralized and its a mild pain to self-host email and having your mail sent reliably when there's racketeering organizations such as Spamhaus harassing hosting providers. (blah blah blah I will probably continue next time on a dedicated page.) ### 07/01/26 New journal update. I have been reading more recently. I'm nearly done with the first volume of Spice & Wolf's light novel and it seems that it goes a different direction than the (original) anime from the few episodes I watched a while ago. Fun to read. ### 01/01/26 Happy new year. I would say 2025 wasn't really much interesting. It seems that every year passes it gets worser and worser. Anyways, hopefully I will bother to do interesting stuff that I been thinking about this year. 99.9% of 2025 was me meaninglessly bedrotting (okay, maybe I should stop thinking about sad stuff like this). At the end of 2026 I want to see my site to be filled with so much dogshit, at the moment its a bit barren... probably because I JUST started it. # **2025** ### 23/12/25 I watched Welcome to the NHK. It's good (a bit hard to watch though), but it has made me a little bit more depressed. I should read the original novel since the anime apparently redacts quite a lot of the cool stuff... Something Misaki said (IIRC) was that ones that think of themselves being successful tend to ones that don't do anything, which I relate to quite a lot. I wish I had someone like her IRL...... ### 19/12/25 The trackpad for my lolpad was being a bit fucky with me so I removed it and blowed air on it. Problem solved. Anyways, the [iFixit Guide](https://www.ifixit.com/Guide/Lenovo+ThinkPad+T470+TrackPad+Replacement/141431) about it says that you have to disassemble the whole laptop in order to access it, you don't lol. I could just edit it for them, but I won't because theres a comment about it. I took a walk. ### 13/12/25 I spend too much damn time looking at a screen, I should stop. I got these old computing books at a bookshop a week ago. 2 of them are about making a website, another one a KISS guide on Windows ME, and another one about teaching yourself computers and the Internet ***VISUALLY***. They're pretty cool and soulful but will I read them? Probably not, but maybe I could use them to help make my site :') ### 12/12/25 Nothing, nothing, nothing. Still alive. ### 08/12/25 Yup, truly a dud. > Furthermore, I dont think its the board thats the issue, it seems to be the component on the bottom left of the laptop, I think I will put the old board back in with the new component which came with the motherboard I got. You can't change it. It has the security chip in it, which is locked in with the motherboard. Everything is PERFECTLY FINE but no, "IBM Embedded Security hardware tamper detected". FUCK SECURITY. Maybe its possible to flash the BIOS so it doesnt give a shit but the thing is theres basically no information on that and I have never done it before. ### 07/12/25 Its a dud, I think. For some reason, the display doesnt turn on most of the time when turning it on, its a pain to boot anything and when it does it goes black. I could just be ADHD and not giving it enough time. Anyways it won't turn on anymore after I unplugged the charger, did I short it? Furthermore, I dont think its the board thats the issue, it seems to be the component on the bottom left of the laptop, I think I will put the old board back in with the new component which came with the motherboard I got. ### 05/12/25 Gave it a go at replacing the motherboard, sadly I only have 2 braincells so I didn't complete it. I will probably have to disassemble the whole laptop in order to replace it. Its hinge cover is fucked for some reason, won't screw off with one screw skipping with loads of resistance for some reason. hopefully i can do it!!!!! ### 03/12/25 Did mostly nothing today, recieved a package for a motherboard for an old thinkpad that needs a new one I think. Will do later in the weekend.