having a public git repo for my site is dumb, i also forgot how to manage itHEADmaster

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diff --git a/content/afterlife.md b/content/afterlife.md
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index 0000000..ff483df
--- /dev/null
+++ b/content/afterlife.md
@@ -0,0 +1,10 @@
+I believe that reincarnation in some way is the most likely outcome for what happens after death, and whatever you have done in life will not directly affect your outcome on the next being you become. You will be born, and die, forever.  Ideas such as going to a Heaven or Hell is based off morals and ethics, which are human-centric. The outcome should be both UNIVERSAL and NEUTRAL.
+
+While the idea of nothing happening after death is universal and neutral, I feel that its a bit too pessimistic, and unlike reincarnation, it doesn't answer how you were born.
+
+
+Some unanswerable questions if reincarnation were to be true:
+
+* Will you only reincarnate in the local area (Earth) or will you reincarnate anywhere in the Universe?
+
+* Is there an intermission phase between your death and rebirth?
diff --git a/content/cloudflare.md b/content/cloudflare.md
index cc51c7c..8742436 100644
--- a/content/cloudflare.md
+++ b/content/cloudflare.md
@@ -1,4 +1,4 @@
-<style>body {background: url(media/nsaspin.gif); background-color: black; color: #2bff00} a {color: #2bff00} p {background: black} main {background: black}</style>
+<style>body {background: url(media/nsaspin.gif); background-color: black; color: #2bff00} a {color: #2bff00}</style>
 Cloudflare is a glowie project. It just is because I said so. Anyways who WOULDN'T be interested in a good chunk of global HTTPS traffic? I would, a lot of governments would, probably.
 
 TBH for shit other than MITMing your site its really really good being a free service. DNS is instant, Well free dns from registrar works just fine but some registrars can be slow.
diff --git a/content/hosting_reviews.md b/content/hosting_reviews.md
index 1aafc08..c68edf8 100644
--- a/content/hosting_reviews.md
+++ b/content/hosting_reviews.md
@@ -2,33 +2,30 @@ todo
 
 TL;DR they're all the fucking same.
 
-## Crunchbits
-
-## incognet
-
-## kyun.~~host~~ (now kyun.sh)
+### kyun.~~host~~ (now kyun.sh)
 
 A mildly useless host since it uses Crunchbits for USA and iHostArt for Romania. Cool looking site but its too bloated. Requires ZERO information about you, which is a plus. It's better to use their upstream providers, since they both accept moneroz anyways.
 
-## ihostart
+### IHostArt
 
 Its cheap, hosted in Romania. Servers more down than up.
 
-## advin
+### Advin
 
 Really good for the price
 
-## Aeza
+### Aeza
 
 Its gone now (changed name or something). I remember the old unupdated info for the IP I got said it was from Iran, which made it a problem for installing MongoDB because it blocked Iran for some reason. THANK YOU AMAZON!
 
 Anyways it was decent. Basically a proxied hetzner server.
 
+### Ava.hosting
 
-others
+The site is hosted on this, its fine.
 
 
-## Further Reading
+### Further Reading
 
 https://crippled.media/article/free-speech-vps-providers-put-to-the-test
 
diff --git a/content/journal.md b/content/journal.md
index c6630c6..c45bc4d 100644
--- a/content/journal.md
+++ b/content/journal.md
@@ -1,3 +1,23 @@
+### 22/10/26
+
+There apparently is 2 critical PHP vulnerabilities that were disclosed yesterday, half of all websites affected, including mine probably. I put the word "apparently" in the sentence since literally nothing has come out of it, only paranoia and speculation. My VPS did go down for a few hours, I assume my host was doing stuff related to this, although the PHP version is still on an unpatched version. Also I'd rather have my host NOT do this since I'm the one that is supposed to be responsible for the security for my VPS. It doesn't matter though since it will shut down in around a month if I don't pay for it. 
+
+On vulnerability disclosures, I think they should be disclosed immediately to the public instead of being embargoed for a certain amount of time, It's more fun that way, and also fair to everybody, no certain organizations gets told earlier than everybody else. But do disclosures really matter anyway? Certain entities with loads of resources can always find vulnerabilies much earlier than anybody else and keep them secret, like EternalBlue for instance.
+
+also a certificate authority from india had their private key as "4" but who cares https is a meme
+
+### 25/09/26
+
+Nothing nothing nothing, well I've been journaling the analog way for the past few days, its all stuff that I wouldn't put here. They're both basically the same anyways since nobody reads my online "journal".
+
+### 16/09/26 #2
+
+I'm too addicted to having my site and myself be analyzed by LLMs over and over again. It has that feeling of when people talk about you and give you attention on the Internet. A TL;DR on what they said about me is that I'm an *interesting* individual. Nihilistic, misanthropic, alienated, intelligent, yadda yadda yadda. 
+
+### 16/09/26
+
+It's already been a week. Paid for my snake oil VPN using my debit card because I don't have any more monero and I can't get any. While technically I could get more, I'm just too shy to ask strangers on the Internet. LocalMonero died a few years ago and nothing has replaced it. The closest is RetoSwap, it sucks and barely anyone is doing offers. Privacy doesn't exist anyways, it's also cool to get caught/arrested for whatever the hell you've done instead of hiding away in comfort, it's probably liberating. 
+
 ### 09/09/26
 
 It is Cirno Day today, tomorrow (in an hour from now) is St Kirk's Day, the day after tomorrow is the 25th anniversary for when we completely lost all of our civil liberties, funny.
diff --git a/content/links.md b/content/links.md
index 6216023..c7c1950 100644
--- a/content/links.md
+++ b/content/links.md
@@ -50,6 +50,8 @@ https://konachan.com
 
 https://hitomi.la
 
+https://nozomi.la
+
 https://annas-archive.pk
 
 https://fmhy.net
@@ -125,3 +127,11 @@ https://offshore.cat
 http://lambdaplusjs35padjaiz4jw2fugdoeutse262phqr72uf634s2wdbqd.onion
 
 https://forum.thinkpads.com/
+
+https://wos.neocities.org
+
+https://sor.neocities.org
+
+https://noico.net
+
+https://ayari.neocities.org
diff --git a/content/thoughts.md b/content/thoughts.md
index b5b6581..830f7c5 100644
--- a/content/thoughts.md
+++ b/content/thoughts.md
@@ -11,4 +11,4 @@ My thoughts on:
 
 * [Monero](monero.html)
 
-
+* [The Afterlife](afterlife.html)
diff --git a/css/nsa.css b/css/nsa.css
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index 0000000..f62cfe0
--- /dev/null
+++ b/css/nsa.css
@@ -0,0 +1,56 @@
+body
+{
+  background: url(media/nsaspin.gif);
+  background-color: black;
+  color: #2bff00;
+  max-width: 960px;
+  margin-left: auto;
+  margin-right: auto;
+  font-family: "noto sans mono", monospace;
+}
+
+a {
+  color: #2bff00;
+  font-weight: bold;
+}
+
+a:hover {
+  color: green;
+}
+
+figcaption {
+	display: none;
+}
+
+.box {
+  display: inline-block;
+}
+
+.boxes {
+  display: flex;
+}
+
+hr {
+  border: #303030 solid 1px;
+}
+
+table
+{
+  border-collapse: collapse;
+}
+
+table td, th
+{
+  border: 1px solid #303030;
+  padding: 4px;
+}
+
+/* 
+body::after {
+        position: fixed !important;
+        content: url();
+        top: 0px !important;
+        right: 0 !important;
+        z-index:-1;
+
+} */
diff --git a/style.js b/style.js
index fd9b6ce..625c878 100644
--- a/style.js
+++ b/style.js
@@ -41,6 +41,7 @@ document.getElementById("content").appendChild(stylechooser);
 
 addCSS("default", "style.css");
 addCSS("moe", "moe.css");
+addCSS("nsa", "nsa.css");
 addCSS("simple", "");
 
 });