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diff --git a/content/about_me.md b/content/about_me.md
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@@ -4,6 +4,8 @@ Some facts about me that nobody cares about:
 
 * I am a zoomy zoom zoomer.
 
+* I have missed everything good in life.
+
 * I'm male.
 
 * I'm a sperg.
@@ -28,8 +30,8 @@ Some facts about me that nobody cares about:
 
 * I'm not a NEET.
 
-**Likes:** Nothing, Computers, Autism, Otaku Culture, Cats, <abbr title="Breakcore, Lolicore, Speedcore, etc">Autistcore</abbr>, Bedrotting, Moe, Unix-like, Enlightenment, Thinkpads, Freedom, Not Giving a Shit, Porn, Weird People, Larping, You, Existentialism, Goyslop, Amphetamines, Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni, Times New Roman, Vocaloid
+**Likes:** Nothing, Computers, Autism, Otaku Culture, Cats, <abbr title="Breakcore, Lolicore, Speedcore">Autistcore</abbr>, Maidcore, Bedrotting, Moe, Unix-like, Enlightenment, Thinkpads, Freedom, Free Speech, Philosophy, Not Giving a Shit, Porn, Weird People, Schizos, Larping, (You) <3, Existentialism, Goyslop, Amphetamines, Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni, Times New Roman, Vocaloid, Cute Girls, Fantasizing
 
-**Dislikes:** Life, Computers, Me, Society, Borders, United Kingdom, USA, People, Apple, Microsoft, Google, Cloudflare, OpenAI, Everything Else, the State of the Internet, Smartphones (hypocrite), Android, iOS, React, My Website, Surviellance, Being Judged, Consumerism, SF Bay Area Macbook Nerds, KYC, Visa, Mastercard, "Cards Only", Paypal, Banks, Intellectual Property, WebAssembly, Chromebooks, Paying for Public Transport, Minimum Wage, Discord, Matrix, XMPP, Email, Socializing, Flatpak, Age, .dev, Fandom
+**Dislikes:** Life, Computers, Me, Society, Borders, United Kingdom, USA, China, Politics, People, NHS, Apple, Microsoft, Google, Cloudflare, OpenAI, Everything Else, the State of the Internet, Smartphones (hypocrite), Android, iOS, Windows, MacOS, React, My Website, Surviellance, Being Judged, Consumerism, SF Bay Area Macbook Nerds, KYC, Visa, Mastercard, "Cards Only", Paypal, Banks, Intellectual Property, WebAssembly, Chromebooks, Paying for Public Transport, Minimum Wage, Discord, Matrix, Email, Socializing, Flatpak, Age, .dev, Fandom, Body Hair, Port Forwarding Blocked
 
 
diff --git a/content/about_site.md b/content/about_site.md
index 6889b42..d88367f 100644
--- a/content/about_site.md
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@@ -6,6 +6,6 @@ This site gets generated with a shell script. Pages are written in markdown (mos
 
 This site is [licensed](LICENSE.html) under WTFPL.
 
-This site is, as of February 2026, currently being powered with some cheapo shitbox VPS. #freedom
+This site is, as of February 2026, currently being powered with some cheap shitbox VPS (€11 a year). This allows me to have the possibility of hosting this site on the darknet and other protocols other than HTTP, even though I haven't done that yet.
 
 
diff --git a/content/journal.md b/content/journal.md
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+### 11/04/26
+
+Hi, I'm alive. I've been on holiday. Most of the time there I've been in bed, but I did go to a cool abandoned place in literally the middle of nowhere. It was fun being there alooooooooooone. Maybe I should share pictures I took when I was there, but as always paranoia succumbs. Also cheap old cameras take better pics than smartphones. Get a cheap old camera, its worth it!!
+
+### 05/04/26
+
+This is me: https://splashy.neocities.org/blogs_and_articles/doomer :)
+
+### 31/03/26
+
+Everything is dead. Nothing is interesting. The days keep passing by with nothing happening. I'm going to become a middle aged man with nothing to say about themselves. No achievements, no hobbies, nothing. :^) The best part is that theres nothing to fix this. It seems everyone I see outside looks depressed as fuck, they all look soulless. How is everyone supposed to survive like this until they naturally die? I feel that suicide will be the most leading cause of death in the next few decades. Nobody wants to live like this.
+
+Anyways I need to do more stuff, amphetamine isnt really helping (UK mental health care is basically non-existant, thank you NHS). I have to somehow force myself to do shit. :D Drawing stuff seems interesting for me. I love laying in bed with laptop looking at the same repetitive shit.
+
+### 28/03/26
+
+I gallery-dl all of the media from my Xitter likes. Theres moe content and I want to keep it, problem is I didn't bother to sift and sort through the content and now I have *too much*. Since I doomscroll and like too much there is about 8500 files in the gallery-dl folder, it would take too long and would be a PITA to go through all of it. The files are useless if they aren't named properly. The horror of trying to find a file in a huge folder when you need it at that very moment! Theres also an irony when you sorted an image and never use it, this probably applies to most of the files i gallery-dl'd.
+
+I probably should back up all the good shit I have, I used to use iCloud but then I got too paranoid. Theres not really a point though, if all of your devices gets destroyed/seized/lost/stolen, would you be able to access your shit on a cloud service? Probably not. I also have no plan for this type of situation. I'm too dependent on technology.
+
+### 27/03/26
+
+I forgot what I was going to write. I've added a links page, you can go find it yourself. 
+
+I'm getting more depressed :) I love family issues. All I have for comfort is my Hatsune Miku plushie I overpaid for. My bedroom is so empty. A jail cell has more atmosphere than my bedroom. This is a problem since I spend too much time in it, but I also have a mindset of rarely buying stuff I dont "need" (this fucking nigger hypocrite talked about a plushie 3 sentences ago). Young people's bedrooms 20 years ago look cool.
+
+Idleness is a disease, im so lazy and im barely doing anything. All I do when I get back home from education being in bed with my laptop open looking at the same repetitive shit on the internet. Sometimes I do other stuff but its not occasional. I do try and get some time outside at least. Oh yeah did I forget to mention that I have no j\*b and live with my parents? That give me free food, money and clothes? Im so ungrateful.
+
+
 ### 21/03/26
 
 Attempted to write a blog about how useless GrapheneOS is but I cringed at it so I deleted it all. I can't write shit. It's a huge pain for me to convert my thoughts onto words on a screen. I can think a lot about the subject but I'm only able to extract a few words from it and cringe. Anyone sane will look at it and laugh. I really should write down my thoughts when I am having them. Need to stop resisting it. Maybe I should regurgitate shit people have already written and write it in my point of view.
diff --git a/content/links.md b/content/links.md
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+Here is some websites and links I like or find interesting, theres not much because the Internet is dead.
+
+https://neetlo.li
+
+https://ataxia.moe
+
+https://lukesmith.neocities.org (better than his personal site.)
+
+https://wiby.me
+
+https://www.tastyfish.cz
+
+https://pantsuprophet.xyz
+
+https://digdeeper.club
+
+https://zerocontradictions.net/
+
+https://dukenukemis.cool
+
+https://eldritchdata.neocities.org/
+
+https://stallman.org
+
+https://kiwifarms.st
+
+https://wiki.soyjak.st
+
+https://sncapedia.org
+
+https://edramatica.com
+
+https://namelessrumia.heliohost.org/w/doku.php?id=start
+
+https://sneedex.moe
+
+https://gelbooru.com
+
+https://annas-archive.pk
+
+https://fmhy.net
+
+https://www.coom.tech/ (a links page inside of a links page :D)
+
+https://cy-x.net
+
+https://www.cia.gov/library/abbottabad-compound/index.html
+
+https://www.vidlii.com
+
+https://img.heyuri.net
+
+https://bantculture.com
+
+https://macrochan.org
+
+https://vndb.org
+
+https://www.youtube.com/@primitivetechnology9550
+
+https://youtuube.neocities.org/homepage
+
+https://lichess.org
+
+https://walzr.com/papers
+
+https://watchpeopledie.tv
+
+https://sanctioned-suicide.net/
+
+https://splashy.neocities.org